If you were to ask, I would say my biggest fear is the dark But that's only half the truth It's the unknown that scares me The waiting, The uncertainty, The time passing me by I'm an observer of my own life, Scared that I'm not living But too scared to live I wish that I could freeze time, Learn how to live my life I crave change, And yet I'm drowning in its waves If I stay still I'll grow stagnant, But moving means charting a new course And I'm not ready I'm Not Ready. I'm terrified of the future Terrified that I won't be the person I want to be, But I don't even know who she is I don't know how to build towards the stars When there's so many clouds I can't see the tops of the trees around me I don't know how to swim to shore When I can't even see land I'm stuck treading water Knowing that if I don't pick a direction And start swimming, I'll drown But there's already water in my lungs Weighing me down Time Won't Wait. Time won't wait For me to learn how to swim How to live Time doesn't care if I'm headed off a cliff Time doesn't care how many memories I miss How many I forget I hold onto the future so tight That I miss the present in front of my eyes I need to let go Let time pass me by And learn to live my life But I've survived by holding on too tight And it might just kill me, Learning to fly