The moments we've tried to forget Become those we want to revive Somehow without them, we feel we're not alive Smiling through the hours passed But memories that suppress by the seconds, are where we die quicker Breathing in the toxic, hoping, wishing It was the same but the clock rebels The world laughs at your demise, downfall You have trained yourself to be unbreakable It gets harder when those moments, The ones that helped shape your character, resurfaces You're transported back, wishing you could reach out and hold the hand One more time To hear your name one last time No, the last seen face haunts your psyche Heart beating into breaking apart and down, the soul who saw your soul and the real you The soul who held you as you cried Who's there to hold you now? You were more than good enough, perfect Now that soul had vanished, they attack The demons are spawned and choke out any hope for a better future You fall to your knees and pray For a better day and stronger will Should've prayed for a back bone Without that soul, I just keep falling deeper Falling apart while trying to find a life Losing the passion while being hungry For my destiny, it's a conundrum It's a curse with a blessing lining It's a dark cloud with the sun fighting inside It's the universe crying to be understood It's my heart that bleeds and me failing to patch it. It's my world that's depleting.