Falling back to dark days, Every echo of life's pain, Hitting me again, Reminding me of it, I go back to my previous state, The mind consumes me, The worth I once had gone, The smile on my lips, Is nothing but a pained grimace, The splash of water to my face, Burns like acid, Reminding me of the sweet release, I once craved... To hurt myself beyond repair, To forget for a moment life's not fair, I wish beyond it all to hurt myself again, To feel nothing but pain, To let numbness rain, With sorrowful tears I know, I can't go back to it again, As tears stream down, I know the only way, To never be again, Is to remind myself, Of everything in my life, That would never be again, To all things I would loose, If I walk down this road again, As the last tears fall... I know i have set myself free again, For the people in my life, Have saved me again...