One morning, I opened my eyes And wished that I was dead No more of this void full of ice Free of the life filled with dread. I wished to be free of regret, Away from this noisy silence To choose to win the life bet But I can’t say for My life is set. Don't think, you can’t retry Don't look, it’s empty Don't hear, it’s all still Don't touch, nothing’s nearby Don't speak, for there be no reply Life is the dish I never ordered. Mine, I decided, Was not one I wish to finish A glance was all I needed To know of its rotten blemish. A hug and gentle caress Stay, they said, careless But hands drowned by fire Kept me under Scorching yet chilling it was To be submerged deep Under the bottomless abyss I close my eyes and sleep