One morning, I opened my eyes And wished that I was dead No more of this void full of ice Free of the life filled with dread. I wished to be free of regret, Away from this noisy silence I chose to win the life bet Now I can say, My life, I set. Don't think, you can’t retry Don't look, it’s empty Don't hear, it’s all still Don't touch, nothing’s nearby Don't speak, for there be no reply Life is the dish I never ordered. Mine, I decided, Was not one I wish to finish A taste was all I needed To know of its rotten blemish. A hug and gentle caress Stay, they say, careless But hands drowned by fire Kept me under Scorching yet chilling it was To sink and sunk To bottomless abyss I close my eyes and sleep