I miss my baby
I miss her more
than i've ever missed anything
in my life before.

Call me crazy but i'm still buying little outfits,
knowing she won't be there to try them on.
I lay with her baby blanket and my heavy eyelids,
I go to sleep and imagine she isn't gone.

But i'm stuck here,
trying to cling to the sweet sound of her laughter.
I'm stuck here,
missing her.

I'm missing her and knowing i'm to blame,
I let this lacey baby blanket stay in her crib.
If I hadn't forgotten, would the outcome be the same?
Would she still have stopped breathing from SIDS?

How am I supposed to move on,
to go about things as they were,
When the light of my life is now gone?
and i'm stuck here alone missing her.