I thought that I wanted to be free Free to be me Free from decisions, obligations, and responsibilities. But this freedom came at a cost, The cost of feeling lost…. Lost and alone, because a house is not a home…. Without you there. The cost of losing you, losing me and our dreams of eternity. What to do now? No smiles, all frowns And endless tears that just can’t seem to stop Because thoughts of you just make my heart drop. And I hear your voice, and I see your smile And all the while…. I feel your presence, your ghost is here. Each day I feel…. I feel haunted All because of what I thought I wanted.