It was time and he couldn't tolerate this pain any longer He drank ,smoked ,sniffed but the pain was always stronger So he decided to put an end to his miseries He put up a gun against his head to wipe those memories No one had ever thought he would end up like this Consuming himself each day finally surrendering himself to the abyss And there she was living her happy life without a hint of him He was just random pieces of word for her she was his favorite hymn