Finding lust before love Settling for something unreal Let the tears drop from the dove My heart feeling less than it should Doing what I thought would be right  Turns out more wrong than it could be Darkness spawned from the light  I conceal, can't get love for just me I smile when all I need to do is cry Time to be honest and not lie To myself or anyone else Lusting and fornicating  The only thing dying is me They live to kill off another To kill off with a smother  Of her own issues...