#POETRY Title : God why/your answers Dear God why u had to give me parent's addicted to drugs Why u gave me death that runs in my blood Why couldn't I Have a family Why we had to split up Why I have 3 brothers But only know one Why I became the black sheep Why was my home the streets Why I had to struggle Defend for myself Why I was never taught Why I had to learn it myself Why couldn't I accept The hands that feed me Why I had to bite the hands that feed me Why did I have to become a man at a young age Why I never had a childhood Why do I act out of rage Why do I endanger my livelihood Why do I have to write To say these words Why am I so numb Why u had to damage My nerves Why do my mistakes Cost me happiness Why do u listen to me When all I do is sin Why is the darkness so comfortable Why I allwayz lose Why can't I win I know u Hear Me And In due time u will tell But wut if I can't wait Wut if it's to late Wut if my thaughts cause a reaction to see you face to face I have many questions U have all the answers God why ?............. my son your answers My son I have answers to your questions My son I gave u parent's addicted to drugs So wen u grow up you will know better My son I put death in you so u can overcome and live better My son I split ur family up So u can know the reason of love My son you know all of ur brothers try to connect with them don't give up My son I made u strong So ur siblings won't grow up weak My son even I lost sleep wen u was alone wondering them streets My son I made u learn everything Because nobody will give u nothing My son I made u defend yourself so you don't have to worry about nothing My son the ppl I put in your life You stab them in the back My son you knew better but still went thru with the act My son I won't give u more then you can handle That's why you act out of rage to ppl who care for you My son I gave u a heart So you can feel happiness My son you used it in the wrong way That's why it cost you happiness My son I do listen to you But only in the dark you talk to me Why is that Jason wen I am the light that's shines on you My son I answered some of your questions So don't fail me Jason continue to pray and connect with me I LOVE YOU MY SON.....