I was not asked whether I liked him or not I had to like him anyway and that's what my mother taught My father's legacy was more worth than my self esteem I was not given an option and was told to abandon my dreams My parents taught me not to talk to a stranger yet they married me to one I wish I could also take my own decisions and had been treated like a son On my first night he didn't even ask me and started to touch wherever he wanted to I asked him to give me sometime but he was like an animal and I didn't have a clue Tears rolled down my eyes and there was nothing that I could do after all I was raped but then he was legalized by the society to do it and I had nobody to call It happened every night and and I felt like a prisoner in his room Sometimes I wished I had never been born at all and killed in the womb