I wish she would just break my heart, Set every piece on fire So I would never have to feel The pain of my desire I wish she then would simply throw The ashes in the sea So I would never have to feel The guilt of being me Cause every time she looks at me, It's like I face my fears, And always almost touch her skin, Before she disappears And after that I'm left alone With paper and a pen I'm writing this while worrying That we won't meet again I know that shes just desperate And so misunderstood But cant help but think about The day she'll go for good For every heart I've broken, I get mine broken twice And every time I've spoken, no soul could realise. Dont want to let my father down My father from above I wish my heart would let me choose The people that I love