After gazing into your eyes Nothing seems pretty anymore Even the sunsets lost their meaning  And galaxies appear so dull After feeling the warmth of your smile Nothing consoles me anymore My father's arms are not as safe As being in your presence  After hearing the song of your laugh  No melody invigorates me  My ears reject the sound  Of anything that isn't your voice  After hearing your kindest words  My mother's compliments sound harsh For nothing can surpass The sweetness of your gentle heart After feeling the softness of your touch My pillows give me headaches  Have I become too sensitive? or are you too kindhearted? I never had a choice  I'd carry all the burdens in the globe I'd scream until I'd break my vocal chords  To spend another second in your world  But when you talk you never look at me  And when you say goodbye it's never for me  I'm renting a small square around your body  I swear my life is over when i watch you walk away  I wish that I was brave enough to chase you I wish that I was strong enough to beg you not to go I know if I was smart I would erase you  Unfortunately I craved your name too deep inside my soul No dictionaries are needed now  To me you mean the world I swear I'm not obsessed, my dear That's just the way I love My heartbeat is irregular  The doctor says it's broken Referring to my lonely heart  The Rose's blooming rotten  This all has left me wondering  How everything is flawed  How could the beauty of the entire universe fit in just one person I never thought I'd reach this point  To beg you on my knees  I've never felt so desperate  Oh God, am I in love?