He broke me and hurt me now I'm bruised I crashed but he cruised I was awakened while he snoozed I'm dying inside my soul is on a noose Lord please help me break loose My anger and pain gave the Devil a boost Addicted to numbing the pain Trying to run away I swerved out my lane Thought I needed weed to keep me sane All the shots made it fuzzy for my brain I lost touch I got out of hand I know I was slipping far from your plan Because I was too busy pleasing man Your voice was so foreign I almost didn't hear I know that you longed to draw me near Near to receive your love Near to feel your touch Oh my Lord why do you love me so much? I lie, I have cheated, I steal And with my tongue I kill These words hurt but these words are real Father God please grab the wheel Before the Devil takes my soul and put it under his heel