i was struggling from the....hurting hunger my own self torture a flagellation on my spirit....my self worth my famished psyche prostrate dehydrated then a....joy of discovering reborn faith a survival with god's....exhilarating gift of faithfulness strength no longer hollow frailty....ate the lord's supper with joie de vivire come and dine at the....jubilant table with former anorexics faith rises in the bread....from the once cruel starvation